Quarks and Gluons

We're made of organs and molecules
We'll one day break down as our system circles the drain
The sun is eaten by the collapse of fusion that can't take place
There is no god to save you from the dark
Your alone and you should know that theres nothing in the end
Save darkness and retrograde of time as everything fades

We won't have control forever
If theres a god, he'd like me more than you
But if he's all they say
I'd rather burn in hell

Turn your children away because the truth
thats more than they can stand to hear
Blame the fires and beatings on groups that had no control
I hope you choke on your smoke and that all your mirrors crack
I'd rather burn in hell than wear your flag around my neck
The cross is symbolic for the intolerance and slavery you've possessed
I won't let it drowned me in its watery depths

If there really is a god
He's different that what you say
If there is a god
He wouldn't give a damn about what you say

No One Will Ever Love You, So Keep Preaching It's Real

Your ideologies will be the certain death of me
You'll get the government you deserve
Slavery will hold your feet in place
Screaming at walls and no freedom to pace

The comma patients can think more than us
Their bodies are dead but they're brains are free
The lucky ones are the guiltiest of all
Treason is heroism in disguise
Your mouth tells the lies that you can't even comprehend

Its not same its only main ideas and symmetry
Free thinking and without your hands on my throat
I can breathe on my own I'm not one of your drones
Kindly let the pressure off my airways before I choke
I just want to be free to think and create I see fit

Asphyxia Certainty

Like ships crashing and sinking into the sea
Nothing but the tide will stir on shores far away
I can't sleep against the white walls
Drown our thoughts out and short circuit us again

Bright lights are shining in my eyes
I taste the blood on my teeth
My fingers are freezing, theres no draft
Its from the cold stares I get in these places I have no right

You strike anyone that doesn't fight first
I can only withdraw and allow your bloodshed be
I need only to survive without scars from the tearing at my veins

The summers saviors are surrendering
Forsake their crosses for the gasping breath of truth
If god was real he would hate you
When I'm god I'll tear the flesh from your bones

Sati Is Our Practice

Take them to our alters and tie then down
The flames were made to take us to new places
Instead they've burnt our homes down
We're left as collective and unproductive

As much as you scream in your sleep
You'll never escape so down your plastic cup
Cry into your sleeves in bathroom stalls
The bus doesn't even stop in this part of town
They know what we've said and its no secret

I'd rather be dead than a cog in your mind destruction machine
Follow every command but never say a thing
Slip quietly away because the nights will light your way
These white walls will kill you before your ever alive

Burn us all down this is our practice now
This is the worship of falsehood and degeneration
Anarchists will get what the want
They say "No! I didn't want slow death by overturn!"
"This isn't what we meant!" as the manuscripts become tombs

Gottfrid Svartholm's Ship

This ocean has currents that run through our veins
We won't stop until you've broken and given in
We are the faceless and nameless know only by association
Hold tight to your laws and cry unfair

I won't sleep again until your buildings fall
The spots on the screen are the traitors to us all
Your watermarks erased the presence never missed
Our ships will never sink, the captain is in our cause

Eugene Aserinsky, I Can't Sleep

Stop speaking in capitals and through atlases
I'm playing lightning with the night skies
I'm not god yet but I assume responsibility
Sleep under these nights formed and destroyed

I'm awakened the change in chemicals
All the lights are still on and it never sleeps
Neon will blind your eyes as the city overcomes
Play back all the clues of cassettes broken

I never have seen fingers bleed
Tonight all the rules we fought for die
Kinetic isn't going to potential this time
Save our necks because we have nothing to lean

The Secrets Out

Spill your guts over roof tops and broken car doors
Empty ballroom floors are catching fire nothing left to give
Throw out your dress because your last minute plans won't save you
I'll throw down here for those three wrongly said words
I'd cross my glossary out until all that remained was what I wish I said

I feel your winter on my neck teeth of blood sucking breath
Scream in your sleep until the dark takes it toll
Your night terrors overcome and you'll slip into fault lines
Scream in your sleep until everyone is gone it won't be long

The secrets out and everyone knows your all you've done
Fires will take town and you'll slip into your insecurities
Late nights and long drives will be the death of you
All your friends will go down drunk, sailors gagged and bound

Close Your Eyes Move Forward and Hope the Best

These hallways are emptier than the space between galaxies
I need to breathe but there's no air in a place thats sealed with flames
I can't sleep in the pitch dark these rooms are our tombs
I can hear every sound you ever made but your never even near

The writing on these walls are our instructions for destruction
Close your eyes its better not to see whats ahead of me
If you move forward then you'll trip and fall so walk these lines
Hope for the best and expect the worst can you hear the ship sink

I have no feeling except disgust at hearts and homely eyes
Turn your heads away I don't want it to end here
I'll fall to my knees so you'll deliver the final blows
My hands tremble to your voices and indirect inflections

I know what sweethearts really means and all your niceties
The force of breaking is the same of pencil lead and stones
Villages burn to the ground when your near
Even when its dark I can see behind me its only the forward that scares me

The Only Thing You Can Be Counted On For Is To Fail

I can count all my fingers
and talk backwards through sound
I want to talk to you
Until everything is nothing that remains

Ships are sinking off the coast
Darkened doors and rocky shores
I know where we stood
And now I can't stand in the rain anymore

Tear this down because I don't give a damn
Your lonely nights are your own
I don't want a part in your pity parade

Your lonely nights are your own
Lie through your teeth
You have no morals and we all know
Your lonely nights are your own

Cosmogony

I'll find my way back home
Away from crowded bars
Throw your worst at me
I'll never give in for all of this

I have already chosen to be alone
This is a cheer to our lonely nights
And sleeping in the past tense
Nothing will encompass our sounds

If only you were lonely as me
I've never been more content
Without these growing sounds
The silence is so loud that it drowns out

Franz Unger's Doppler

I was navigating through the narrowness in light
We are thin and we are sleepless tonight
There are palm trees on the east coast
As for me I'll haunt ever darkened door from here to the shore

My self esteem is worth more than this to me
I'm not giving in to your sardonic systematic intricacies
You work like a clock they said but without the consistency

I don't want to awake with another day of disaster
Break the mold or watch yourself fold into the them
These fires and floods were meant for them
Why can't we release them to do what we trained them to

Or Acclaims

Where' you get that fifth grade repose
I hope you realize that the sleep has overcome
My fist is against your face but you don't get the punch-line
I wouldn't give in to your demands for all worst numbness

When the sleep has overcome
When the fire is gone
I won't be waiting for your door
I'll miss you with a sigh of relief
We're safely in sights of destroyers

Let our cities burn because in all honesty
I never needed them or there sky scraping heights
The floors are made of news clippings of catastrophes
Bern, Bern, Bern is all we learned

Progress Is

Things unravel given the time, don't forget progress has to be made
In light of the vanity cries of support that just can't be done.
Your fates sealed with the that of the global state of hypocrisy.
There will always be I before you in a society of free human thought

To hell with your ignorant outbursts
I hope they suit well when it all burns down
Where is your armada of faceless pitchforks
I need your damnation to know my rightful ruling now

Take me on, I need your damnation now
Take me on, I'm the truth considered speaking in tongues
Take me on, I need your damnation now
Take me down if you can with your claws and sharpened hands

Coastline Lighthouse

I walk the line I set before I knew names of outerspace
I worked out every word I'd ever say to you
But my scripts worn and wet from the sweat of my palms
I need to sleep but the ghosts only haunt me
When my eyes close the skeletons dance

I won't sleep until the coast is clear
The ships with marauding looks of bit torrents
All sailors take head of the head winds at sea
I won't sleep until the lighthouse has burned out

I'm walking home tonight under burned out stars
The street lamps are broken out by punk teens
They're throwing rocks at passing cars
I only see humanity in your open eyes

I strike out words in glossaries
I need a thesaurus for my sentence structured noise
If the static over comes then lets us drown in our sleep
The leaves are one with the rocks and your sounds of sleeping silhouettes

When The Charm Ends, Call It Quits.

I've been awakened in a darkened room

Your voice played out shrill and high

When you've used up all everyones sympathy

You'll be left with nothing more than apathy

Your well deserved desertion is coming rapidly

You call hypocrisy your worst enemy

You, yourself the wolf and the crier be

I've never seen such a show dramatic intimacy

than the one of you and your derived insanity

Its mathematically perfection in the eyes of a landslide

The ship of your imaginary enemies will be filled

With the people you've turned to and turned on

I'm not your ali against your lonely nights

Watch out for broken windows and white walls

Conceptual and actuality

The universe fluctuates without sleep

We become so fluid that the secrets we keep

Aren't even secrets but the truths that lay slaughtered at our feet

If it pools then let it pool even if the dams break

Tomorrow the sun will set and rise then a thousand million more times

When it all goes dark and the sun breaks down into a gapping hole

Let it be known the universe continues on

Time is relative so enjoy the few seconds we each live

Red shift is all you'll see as the universes and galaxies move in sync

Making the measurable infinitive I choose to believe

Everything fluctuates in such a way 

That no one thing is the same and concept is our reality 

October November Remember

Your sharp teeth and wit are leaving me

Without breath that I thought I'd never need

If only you could see the stars in my eyes

Your ellipsis's and my late flights would be meaningless

Your stature and poise are like a loaded gun

You had everyone on to their knees 

The north shore is only an abyss 

Without your skipping stones

The silhouettes that you keep you up 

Are the same that scream your name

I am without sleep for days

Wheres the fairness in our immature antics

If I was a poet I'd write to the ocean

I'd tie up every loose end with a simile 

I'd make life a linguistic masterpiece

I'd swoon you with a work of genius 

If only once you'd fall to your knees